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Assalamualaikum and hi.

ok awkward. -_- .

Alhamdulillah, hari ni genap 3 bulan jadi isteri kepada encik suami. Tapi sampai hari ni jugaklah setiap kali bangun pagi, gosok-gosok mata, tak percaya diri dah jadi isteri orang. It's a big leap towards future you know. I'm not to be blame for feeling like this after 3 months pun ;p.

I've not been posting like forever semenjak tukar title. Banyak kali sebenarnya terlintas dalam otak, nak update blog. Lots & lot of new things happening in my life & i want to share it here. Tapi, masa amat mencemburui. Seriously! Takde masa.

And to be honest, i'm still trying hard to fit into this 'isteri' title. Sangat-sangat-sangat lah berbeza dengan kehidupan waktu bujang, dan waktu bercinta. Tambahan pulak aku bekerja, 8.30 - 5.30 pm, well, to be precise, normally would be 8.30-6.30 pm, additional 1 hr OT, 5 days per week. And kalau lagi bertuah, Sabtu pun kerja half day. Penat. Yeah penat. Balik rumah, sampai pukul 7 pm, masak n kemas rumah n basuh baju n segala nya lah yg patut. That's y i said, susah nak jadi isteri. Not that i say being a husband is easy though.

Pergi sana, pergi sini, *pi mai pi mai*, sana sini orang dok tanya, "dah berisi ke belum?". Ok takpa.. chek tak marah aih.. chek anggap depa mendoakan ja.. *sangat*. hehe.. dok la, betul tak marah pun ;) . Bagi aku, Allah akan bagi rezeki tu bila DIA rasa aku bersedia. Sekarang ni dok krung krang krung krang dgn kerja rumah yang tak pernah habis, apa lagi kalau ada baby. Bukan tak mahu, kalau ada Alhamdulillah, seronooookkk sangat! hee XD

Yes, penat jadi isteri. Tapi, bahagia nya, sampai tak rasa pun penat tu. Because i know i'm here with a person that i adore & love so much, who will pimpin my hand to jannah insyaAllah. Because with him, i knew everything's worth it <3 .="." p="p">
*Actually, jauh di sudut hati, homesick sangat dah lama tak balik kelantan. Haraplah planning nak balik KB bulan 12 ni tercapai hendaknya. pls pray for us~ ;)

Thanks for reading~